Sunday, January 13, 2013

Those old pangs came back...

Yup, the old pangs from when we were trying and waiting to adopt a baby.  I learned today that one of my friends is pregnant w/her second child.  Her first isn't even 2 yet.  I was envious.  I do not want to be pregnant.  I cannot be pregnant and be healthy, but I do want a sibling for the SWW. 

I have a health condition and they are coming out with a new drug to treat it in March, then I'll be switching meds.  We had decided to wait and see how the new med was, if it did all that it is said to do before we progressed.  If it does what it says then we are actually thinking about it (yes, the SWW is improving THAT much, early intervention and such is doing its job).  If it does not do everything it says then we'll shoot for foster adoption and go for the older child.

On the other hand the girl who is pregnant has fibromyalsia and ALWAYS seems to have some issue.  I have a similar health condition, but I'm not nearly as sick as she is.   It makes me wonder if it was an oops or if they were trying.   

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