I was SO proud of myself! Going to the Y 3x a week. I was doing GREAT, then MLK day came, the munchkin got sick, I got sick, and we had snow happen so school was not in session. Today I made myself do 15 minutes on the elipticle and hopefully it won't snow again anytime soon. I am a much happier person when I exercise and I know it.
The little one loves me so much and I just want time away from her. It makes me feel so guilty. Not tons of time, but she is so emotionally needy and it does wear. I have a hard idea knowing what is ADHD and what is typical kid since she's the only one I've ever known up close and personal.
We have chosen where we'd like to move if we stay in the area and it's close to my BFF and my parents. BUT will we be able to afford to move? We bought during the housing boom. We have been mulling over a year one the west coast so more time goes by, but we also have been updating the house. New front door, new side door, new sliding door, and updated hall bathroom. Next is the master bath which we'll do ourselves. De-clutter of course. Lot of stuff. I feel like I'm always throwing away items.
We're in a good school district which is why we bought here, but I will say the area is snobby. I know snobby, my mom is a fantastic example. I'm just not like that. I am ashamed that I did not complete my graduate degree because that was when I was diagnosed w/MS and I lost all memory along with a long physical recovery. I can't say to the other moms in the kindergarten class, I stay home with my daughter and when I worked I was an assistant a law firm that sounds so pathetic next to doctors, lawyers, etc. Well enough feeling sorry for myself. Type later.
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