Looking for zen

Here is am.  Hanging in there.  The Strong Willed Wonder will be FIVE on the 17th!!  I cannot believe it!!  We're having a pizza party at our house.  Low key.  My parents are getting the energy machine a trampoline and a spinner for her play room.  We're going to I.kea tomorrow.  I have now emptied her play room out in preparation for the more mature toys.  The play kitchen, gone, and the shopping cart, gone.  Donated to Craydels (sp?) for Crayons.  Tomorrow we are going to I.kea w/my parents where I will purchase a new plastic table and chairs along with some sort of shelving item.  She is DRIVING me nuts. SO HYPER!  ALWAYS energetic!  I sent our paperwork into a childrens hospital.  Have not heard anything.